topic gone awol.

I did not realise how much time has past since I lasted posted. (((brokenfaedoll))) I did not even realise someone out there does read this stupid thing. How wants to read about someone having depression all the time? Actually I do..I feel like I am in the same boat as them and want to reach out and give them a hug you know? I wish I could makea cupof teaor coffee and sit with them, even if it is not to talk, just the company of having someone close by? I dont now about you but my face can really ache when I smile. I lived for 7-8 years in a marrige that my husband used to knock me down verbally and emotionally I hardly ever smiled, and when I did he would put me in tears and tell me he is there for me.

Ahh hell I am done for now, I want a cup of tea, warm shower and read a quilting magazine.

Blah..

I feel so miserable, who cares I have depression. I just want to go and hide. Bet noonereads this stupid bloody thing anyways.